i miss him, im angry and im confused. i feel as tho i hold resposibility for not showing him how much he meant to me, he was a good friend and i love him. gosh darnit.

if only i could get him to come back, im sure i could convince him. but hopefully ill see him in florida. i jsut feel empty and lost and tired more than usual.

i jsut have hope

but i miss you jason dear, my world will never be the same again