GeStarwind: be yourself, dont change for anyone
budderflifree: i dont plan to
GeStarwind: your an amazing person as you are, which is why i love talking to you
budderflifree: im offended by popele who ask me to change
budderflifree: wow
budderflifree: this is unexpected
budderflifree: thank you
budderflifree: i needed that
GeStarwind: i have to go take care of a crying girl named pup, so i msut talk to you in a bit
GeStarwind: you didn't need it, you deserved it
GeStarwind: your always here for me
GeStarwind: and im always here for you

what think you of this??

john is a wonderful person. people paid me a lot of compliments tonight and i really really appriciated it. thank you to all who made me feel better. its not that i count on your comments to make me who i am, but rather to boost me to being a better me. got it. i was going to write a anger filled entry about how peole fake other people in order to save thier skin or make somehting easier for them or another person. lifes circumstances are what they are darlings and if it hurts you, most likely youll become a better person from it. i went to strabucks with jenna and jess and it was amazing. i have never needed girl time like i did tonight and it made such adifference. true, i learned form thigs that hurt but thye're making me a btter person ok?  and it was fun have the guy sweep the floors twice in order to listen to our conversations. he was adorable tho. and i saw that dylan kid who great fun. i like him a lot but he was with his gf and i knew she would be intimidated if i called him overto a tabel of 3 dashing and sexy girls*tehe* so i kept myself from it and let thme partake in thier own gushy pleasures...of coffee of course. and we even got some free samples. well time to go loves. have a divine night and day. I WANT OUT!

rock on darlings

dont you dare judge me or i will take you down

and i love you all