forever and always's MindSay Blog http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com forever and always - MindSay Blog http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/god_damnit.mws wateroverwine 2009-10-29T01:10:15-05:00 <![CDATA[god damnit]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/god_damnit.mws
i thought i was done with you
when i left your city
i just wanted some comfort
i guess i still do
but
i dreamed of you  last night
i saw you coming
and i felt so...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/god_damnit.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/?entry=167 wateroverwine 2009-09-04T04:09:11-05:00 <![CDATA[no subject]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/?entry=167 i have been so lost for so long, searching for a miracle. any kind of intervention. unsafe to run, wrong to stay, and utterly alone. so ashamed by my search for a savior. o where does my help come from? when will my...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/167 http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/dumb_girl_z.mws wateroverwine 2009-07-18T09:07:46-05:00 <![CDATA[dumb girl z]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/dumb_girl_z.mws

lord almighty. like carrie in sex and the city said, "i'm lonley. the lonliness is palpable." they were disscussing how sometimes people just dont tell other people things because they dont like the way it sounds....

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/dumb_girl_z.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/everythying.mws wateroverwine 2009-06-12T11:06:23-05:00 <![CDATA[everythying]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/everythying.mws o the mistakes i have made
and how i wish i could forget
the eternal memories of a mind with
no sunshine
distant glimmers of what, i don't know
i have forged with no passion incidents

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/everythying.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/letting_be_loved.mws wateroverwine 2009-06-07T01:06:16-05:00 <![CDATA[letting be loved]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/letting_be_loved.mws trembling on mediocracy
a tepid existence, am i afraid
of finding some solid ground
and possibly
not feeling so insane
i have worn sadness as a coat, shoes, hat
, it has surounded me...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/letting_be_loved.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/scrambled_eggs.mws wateroverwine 2009-04-03T12:04:59-05:00 <![CDATA[scrambled eggs]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/scrambled_eggs.mws

a light clump of ash,

i walked into a dark room, searching for the secret you say you keep there

curious why it is someone who has nothing to hide does

where there are skeletons...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/scrambled_eggs.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/under_the_gun.mws wateroverwine 2009-03-25T08:03:44-05:00 <![CDATA[under the gun]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/under_the_gun.mws I am
sinking steadily into thick, black, muddy, hell
torso still surviving, arms lay limp instead of struggling
her palms are resting on the surface of the goo, while Iwish to reach
attaching...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/under_the_gun.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/remember_remember.mws wateroverwine 2009-02-25T11:02:44-05:00 <![CDATA[remember remember]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/remember_remember.mws fucking i am caught between two worlds
do i want to spin?
or hold on?
i thought there was no cure for this
defenseless against the sickness
i'm in love with the bottle, this week

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/remember_remember.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/us_them_all.mws wateroverwine 2009-02-22T09:02:39-05:00 <![CDATA[us, them, all.]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/us_them_all.mws honestly my dear, i don't give a damn. but really i do. this...uncertain love. (it's not even mine this time) (in some ways, actually, j, it is)

there is beauty and there is fear.
intermingleded.

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/wateroverwine/us_them_all.mws http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/just_me.mws wateroverwine 2009-02-16T10:02:01-05:00 <![CDATA[just me]]> http://wateroverwine.mindsay.com/just_me.mws i am exhausted. my body is working at full capacity and i feel like im going nowhere fast.

but the sands are shifting, revealing a hidden away mountian of unaccessed and unprocessed pain. i am scared shitty...

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